HAHAHAHA.
i really like to do that alot.
hell knows why.
but today.
i half stepped out of self-denial.
i no longer believed what i WANTED to believe.
i saw the truth for itself.
i saw how important i was.
how much and mattered.
and concluded i didnt matter at all.
contrary to what i believe.
it hurts yeh.
but at least im not being self delusional.
i freaking went through this TWICE.
and why is this so?
because i keep falling for the same type of ppl.
and it finally dawned on me when ppl TELL u
how impt u are, it may not be true.
they have to show u how impt u are.
cause if ur so impt,
they wun mia for 3 mths,
wun make u wait for so long,
wun do all sorts of crap to make u upset.
words dont matter anymore.
words can lie.
actions can lie.
truth never lies.
i admit i was blind.
but now im wearing specs.
i can see better.
or maybe wearing specs is of no use cause
it probably hurts too much for me to
want to be into anything again.
yes i always say that.
we shall see then,
but now.
it hurts.YEH.
went for ice cream buffet today.(:
so happy to see so much chocolateeeeeeee! :3
made my day happIER.
(:
but too much ice cream also can full one.LOL.
i ate 2 bowls then K.O alrrrrr....T.T
cannot eat anymore.
cause partly too full.
partly cause too cold.
brrrr....
i was freeezing while i ateeee.
if u ever see this my fren,
thanks for freezing with me in swensens.
thanks for enjoying the ice cream buffet with me,
in the process making my day.
because not everyone shares my love for ice cream.
or would sacrifice their diet plans to eat with me.
thanks for hearing me complain.
and walking with me like dunno how MANY rounds
around ION waiting for the buffet to start.
THANKS my emo auntie.
rmbr what i said.
im on 24/7 standby for u.(:
- ur emo ahma. -
我会学会忘记。
因为我突然觉得你不值得
我去伤心难过。
因为到头来，
伤心难过的，
从来都不是你。
只有我自己。
